So that's what I've been doing with any spare time I can find. My goal was 1,000 names. It's mid-month and I am up to 811 already, and I hope to surpass the 1,000. By a lot. I try to do it as fast as I can by finding the typed records. :) One record (a ship's manifest) had all these CRAZY names from Hungary, in old scrawled writing...and I was literally going nuts trying to decipher it.
The neat thing is that I have felt the Spirit more often with me, and in my home. I've become more sensitive to things/language that I am seeing/hearing on TV. I finally FINALLY found the willpower to clean my house (more on that in a minute) and I have just felt more peaceful and happy. I HIGHLY recommend that you all give it a try! It's fun, easy, and you feel so good, knowing that you are assisting in the work of the Lord and with temple work.
So- the house. When I got sick, back at 5 weeks along, I stopped cleaning the house. (And cooking actual food of course, but that wasn't as big of a deal, the kids are always happy with Chicken Nuggets and Mac and Cheese.) I just napped every afternoon, laid around all the rest of the day and evening, and let the house go to POT. Occasionally I would throw in some underwear into the wash when we ran out. Samuel did his own laundry too, and he continued to do the dishes like always, bless his beautiful soul. He also scrubbed the toilets twice and the tub once. Kalia and Annie...well...their room was ABSOLUTELY HORRENDOUS. Couldn't see the floor horrendous. And I REFUSED to clean it for them. The little pigs. :) And every day I would just let them eat what they wanted, wherever they wanted it, and would let Ella just entertain herself with anything that wouldn't get damaged or hurt her. And then I'd just leave it there because obviously I didn't want to bend over.
In Samuel's words, the house looked "worse than he had ever EVER seen it." That's pretty bad!! And to add to the general mess...CLUTTER TOOK OVER OUR LIVES!!!! Every flat surface was covered. It was SO depressing. When I finally started to feel a little (okay, a lot) better, I got hit with the stomach flu (nobody else got it, except Annie who had it first, and only threw up once. I threw up for 2 days and stayed nauseated for 3 more.) That was miserable all over again. Although right before the flu hit, Samuel BEGGED me to clean our room, which I did. Pat on the back #1.
The point is, I was SO UTTERLY OVERWHELMED that it was like I was frozen. Absolutely stuck. If I DID attempt to clear off a flat surface, it would be messy again before I could get to another area. It was awful. I knew that my only hope would be to get the whole house clean (seemed utterly impossible) and then to do maintenance every day. THAT I can do. It's so much easier.
I wanted to get my mom down here to come help. She's the best cleaner I know. I offered to fly her down here, which she agreed to, but I needed her here before Thanksgiving (when our upstairs homeowners will be home, and we will not be...therefore they could come peek in on our living quarters and we'd never know it). All the flights were expensive. So I tried to get her a ride down here. Couldn't find one before Turkey Day. So I just felt so hopeless.
Then Indexing happened. And then we had the adult session of stake conference (you know, the only one you can get much out of). And even though they were talking about other things, the Spirit whispered to me that the Lord would be more pleased with me if my house was clean and orderly. And while I'm sure I had some thought like, "I just can't do it! Not by myself!" I was reminded, "But you can do it if I help you." And I know that He would. And He did. And an unexpected event came up that required a baby-sitter (a paid one, not my usual in-laws who come over) and I knew I would DIE if anyone saw my house looking the way it did. (You have to remember that being in the basement, we easily get away with nobody coming down here; if anyone comes over, we just talk to them and visit in the always-spotless upstairs.)
So, having no choice, but feeling like somehow I had help beyond my own, I cleaned this dang house. Everything except my bedroom, but I still have 4 days to get that done. And the 6 loads of laundry that I pulled off of my girls' bedroom floor. (Took 2.5 hours to clean it, laundry aside. BLLLAAAHHHH!!!!!) I have also gathered about 4 garbage bags worth of stuff for donations (hidden away, or else my girls suddenly remember how much they need that toy that they NEVER play with) and I also found about 3 garbage bags-worth of trash around here. Oh, and the girls know our new rule: If I see ANY clothes or shoes left anywhere on the floor after they go to bed, they are going STRAIGHT TO OUR DONATION STATION. It feels amazing to purge.
Can you believe I am confessing this? Well. I don't know how else to survive the first trimester. My heart SERIOUSLY goes out to women who are sick for longer.
Finally, one other wonderful thing that has come into my life is VOLLEYBALL. My favorite sport. I haven't had a chance to play it regularly since high school, oh so long ago.
Some women in our ward get together every Thursday nights and play for 2 hours or so. It's pretty competitive and SOOOO fun, and surprisingly, my Braxton Hicks contractions, which were really acting up as of week 14, have actually stopped almost entirely. And even though I still hit the floor a lot, going after balls and stuff (really, that's one of the most exciting parts) my baby stays safe and happy and healthy all tucked up in the womb. Sure hope it's another low-risk, healthy pregnancy. So far so good.
Finally, since it's the #1 question I'm getting these days, we find out if the baby is a boy or a girl on the Thursday after Thanksgiving. Everyone seems to think it's a boy, but I haven't felt that way for most of the pregnancy. So hopefully they will all get past their disappointment if the big day reveals another girl. It's not our last baby, so there's always hope for a boy someday. I really do feel like we are supposed to have a boy eventually.
Well that will have to be all for now. Random updates on birthday parties and Halloween and such will be up later. Maybe in December when I am not indexing so much.






